How does one over come them?
I have lived in Columbus, Ohio for over two years. I have built this wall of protection.
I have learned isolation is not my friend…
I am trying to make new friends. But I am really afraid… I am not sure of what…
And my fears and insecurities are getting the best of me. They are getting the best of me. I am doubting myself and who I am.
My negativity is like a monster, the more I feed into it the larger it becomes…
Good friends take time to build but I really could use some good friends. I am questioning everything.
I have these amazing connections but then my insecurities cause me to go back into my isolation.
I am so afraid of getting hurt and being left behind.
I see these other people talk about each other and how much they love each other. and I am like I want that…
I guess what I long for is a community where I can be accepted and loved. A family of my own.
I have to have faith, but that has never been my strong suit.
My depression has took its toll on me. And everything seems to be too much.
I have a week to get caught up in my schooling and I pray that I can do it.
I have had two days off and have wasted them hiding in bed.
I know I am beating myself up. I am good at that too.
I have to remind myself we all have bad days. and not allow myself to get consumed by it…
i have to believe in myself and have faith that things will change.
i am struggling with the choice of going back to Michigan to be closer to my family or stick it out here and give it a shot. guess time will tell.